The Voice inside Me
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posted : Saturday, November 04, 2006
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i know i'm always talking things which no one understands.. yeap. and maybe that i'm keeping things to myself, people thinks i'm being proud and leading to them having misunderstandings towards me.

i hope i can be like eugene or xiaoming.. listing out all their unhappiness in their entries and posts, telling ppl what happened to them and what irritates them most by some of our unintentional actions. then, someone can then comfort me with their words, instead of being scold irresponsible, immature and childish when i made the decision. You dint give me a chance to explain and went off immediately after u finished ur piece. So what's the use of saying it when i know u will still debate me with ur thinkings and views.. It's not a moment of folly when i made this decision. I thought about it for nights when u were sleeping..

No one understands me. In fact, i dun understand myself at all. Some viewed me as mature with a bubbly character who can think wisely.. but others sees my thinkings as being childish and im being emo always. What kind of person am i? dun ask me that.

Don't always says i won't change. i hate those words, especially when it's coming from you.. because u wasn't even there to see me changing and u just point ur fingers at me with those angrish words from the screen. Have u ever wondered if u were me, can u take the blows? i'm not saying im being strong here.. at least i still can face it.

hahs, now i begin to wonder.. those words like wishing me gd lucks for O's.. was it really true from u? or is it used to show to someone that u're being kind, gentle and always so forgiving towards me.. i'm not so stupid to accept this 'show' from u.. well, stop it. hate me if u want.. just stop acting kind will do. i'm used to ppl hating me already.. call me a bitch or whatever u want it. cos i know i'll be leaving here soon.. a city where so many bitches are found. haha.
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