What do u treat me as? dust? u sweep it as far from you when u dun need it.. oh well~ u will never need some dust like me.u call it a nuisance. U asked me to study.. but when i need an environment to study well, i couldn't find one. So, it's my fault for being in such a perspective of thinking la.. i tried to change it. But it was ruin when i saw something that was unfair to me. Why others can, i can't???? it was just so so so unfair..

When there was a problem, u are always so caring.. concerned if u will be pulled into the matter with me.. I can't bear to see but to choose another alternative way.. but it was useless to you. I brought myself to shoulder everything, but i got hurt in the end. u din appreciate, u hate me instead. i tried to ask for more concern to support what im going through, but u saying i'm childish for asking more.

what a joke heaven played on me, im sick.. tired of everything.. i dun wan to see those words.. i'm not trying to make myself look so pitiful here and gaining sympathy, as many thought it will be.. i just wanna vent my anger here but it doesn't seems useful at all, cos im still as hurt. I only have myself to blame, for not doing O's well.