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posted : Thursday, August 09, 2007
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Sometimes i really felt that i don't belong to the Lim Family.. I don't understand why the hell they vent their frustrations and anger on me. I don't want and don't wish to be so emotional.. but i can't control it and cried in the bathroom. I'm already overloaded with all my stuffs.. weekdays, im studying.. even my weekends are occupied with work at centrepoint.. If i want a day off, i have to sacrifice my salary.. but how am i gg to survive with no allowance? ='(
I envy Kaiwei for having a great relationship with her Daddy.. some thing i yearns for since young. Can you believe i didn't get to chat with my daddy for more than 30 mins? hahaha. not even a heart to heart chat.. We can even not communicate a word for a week. I envy Jerline for having chances to go out with her mum to shop at town.. Everytime i see my mum at home, she will be complaining that she's very tired.. Will i still dare to ask her to go shopping with me? All she know is to vent her angers on me everytime i reach home, like just now. ='( I envy Yatling for having a great sister.. My relationship with my sister have never been good. I can't use her stuffs and she will be saying i'm irritating her with my questions. But at times, when her friends came to our house, she's been chatting with them heartily.. How i wished i was one of her friend.. not her sister for this lifetime. ='( Am i really a lousy person? Am i not supposed to be at home? I'm feeling very down now.. very.. very.. It's not about being upset.. it's about the hurt that i'm receiving now. |