Everything didnt turn out the way i want it to. the feelings just sucks! =''((((((((
i guess there wun be any outcome if i hold onto it. letting it go will be a better choice!

This gonna be quite an emo post, if u're going to laugh at my emoness.. den pls dun read it. hahaha. i dun wish to be laughed at since this is the only place where i can scream out all my problems. cos rasa will only smile and not cry in front of u.

If not for mum, i would have left house 2 years ago. i might be staying at a rented place by now.

I remembered that slap he gave me at 4am plus when i was still using the com ard that time. Just because he was feeling down over the losing of money at the gambling den? hahah. im not sure.. or maybe just because he's my dad. Mum and bobbie are the only ones i will miss if i leave this place.. I'm sick and tired of him asking money from me.. when i dun give, he says im useless as a daughter. When i give, i can't expect a return. It's really enough. sick and tired of all the scribblings on the corridors from those pple~ and the paint on the doors. i'm always the one cleaning up the mess.

I'm not close with my sis at all. those who knows, we're just no difference from pure strangers, except the fact that we live in the same house with the surname Lim.

kae, i shall end my nonsense here. dun wish to elaborate mre about it. it hurts more. (: