The Voice inside Me
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15 JUNE Keep the comments to yourself. =)




posted : Friday, January 18, 2008
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Finally handed in Microecons Project. but still left with the presentation next thurs! ahhh.. i got a premonition that we wun score well? or might even... hahahaha. but since i already passed it up, nvm bah.
left with pom and marketing.. and tests are coming up, just wished to focus mre on studies now.

Anyway, keefe has great friends around him. I actually envy him for having such great pals planning his 18th birthday for him. hahah. mine? i rmb i walked from upper serangoon shopping centre dere to kovan just to check out something on that day ALONE. got a cake for myself.. in the end, mummy say im wasting my money!! wad can be more pathetic? hahaha.

i dun blame my frens for not planning one la. cos most of them thought i was overseas. but actually im already back on the 13th. no one called me out.. ='( hahaha. get the hint ler mah?? although 19 is not really that significant, but i wun mind! =PPP

In the past, i used to think that having a boyfriend shopping with me, waiting for me after school was one proud thing that every girls wants, or u can say, i want it badly. Maybe because i was in the girls' school for 11 years.. i have little interactions with boys. so im not sure about how and wad are they thinking actually.. when i got in secondary school, got to know a few. but yeah.. hahahahaa! THE PAST.

Now, i can tell u confidently that i can live without having a bf by my side, duno why.. hearing things about my friends' r/s matters makes me feel that it's not worthwhile to let ur emotions controlled by another party. Although they can be very sweet to you at times, but i just dun wish to see myself in that kind of depressed mood again.. i'm really afraid of it.

those times when i goes pasir ris park alone and cry with the sea..
those times when i hide myself in a corner and cry..
those times when i cried in the toilet..
those times when i goes shopping alone..
those times when i walked from one end to another just to recall how we were..

can never happen again.