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posted : Wednesday, August 06, 2008
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Has been quite slack this few days.. is it because i've done my project, and i've got nothing to do already? sometimes, i know i kept pushing myself to do things faster, so that I can relax more compared to others doing last minute work when the deadlines are near. but is this considered as kiasu? haha. i duno. I just dun like competing with time.. it will make me stop everything and not doing it again..
left with 20 days to the start of our exam.. 3 mre weeks. those dhl holders would have probably started, but i've got no motivation as well. people called this a pre-holiday syndrome! (: dear has been going out with his friends lately after school, this give me the chance to go home early and think alot over certain issues. Many asked if i'm going to study at some university after I've got my diploma? haha. Most probably not.. cos i really got no interest in continuing my studies.. sick of the 13 years spent with books. let's hope that I can get some good attachments and some company actually want me to join their company after I've completed my diploma k? To be realistic, i really dun think I can join SIA. hahah. hopeless.. My figure is not that good afterall. My english is average only.. My smiles are not nice.. and my teeth sucks.. Most importantly, i dun have any knowledge regarding air planes etc. HAHA. If i have money, i would definitely go for some high end dental clinic to get my teeth fixed. So that i dun have to feel embarassed when i smile. i wanted to call my secondary school mates for updates about their life too. but duno when they free.. maybe can go bliss cafe where we sat down and talk, instead of going out to the bustling street. haha. we should really meet up soon, if not we will lose contact one fine day. agree? haha. i din forget and i wun forget friends made during my different phases of life.. It's just that I dun really know how to plan outings etc. Back to work, i really got no more motivation to work for Adidas.. instead, i see it as a fear! OH MY. hahaha. i really wanna settle down to a new job with similar pay so that i can have regular allowances for my expenses.. It's time when my handphone bill terminates.. =X hahaha. poor me. broke too.. I'm stubborn, i dun wish to rely on my parents.. neither can I. |