The Voice inside Me
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posted : Friday, December 26, 2008
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I know it sounds boring to be mentioning about my grandmother for the past few posts.. but I'm really not sure when I can put her down, and hide her somewhere in my heart. or should I always placed her in my heart..

Just the thought of her, will make my tears drop immediately... just like now.

Everytime when I'm outside, seeing any granny with her grandchildren happily.. I'll be thinking of my grandmother.. about how she is at the other side of the world.. I really hope I can tell her how regretful her granddaughter is right now..

I miss everything about her, really.. bcos she's been there for me ever since I was born, feeding me porridge when I'm still a baby, bringing me around with her when I was a kid.. and I loved following her becos she will always buy me toys..

Becos she's always been there, I didn't know that she was indispensable in my life, not that I know of when she's alive.. but only to realise that only after she's gone. There might be many who encountered what I'm going through now, but there are also people who are like the me in the past.. not treasuring their elders.

I still thought I can get over her within the shortest time, but I can't do it. I only hope I can have another chance, to tell her I love her..