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posted : Thursday, December 11, 2008
title :
IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY DEAREST GRANDMOTHER
Never did i expect the next post I'll be posting will be the topic of the death of my dearest grandmother.. To say the truth, I had never been a filial grand daughter.. but i feel so regretted not to treasure her as much as i should when she's alive. I realise I dun even know when is her exact birthday.. or even the year she was born. now i know, she's 79, turning 80 in 2009. but... her life ends in the last month of 2008. Everything came so sudden, sudden till I'm unable to accept the fact that she's gone.. gone this morning. Seeing her sleeping there and not waking up anymore.. i really hate myself for shouting at her at times when she asked me the same qns over and over again.. what can i do to bring you back to life? I really miss everything u asked me to do.. ask me on tv 4D for u, ask me help u see what number is this.. ask me help u call relatives.. ask me to eat.. Everyone was outside when everything happened. No one was at home except grandma.. Mum went to work, sis went to do her hair.. i was outside and dad left home around 5 plus. It was when my mum reached home ard 9pm to find her lying on the toilet floor. it definitely scares my mum to a certain extent. she called me and asked me to rush home. took a cab home and no one was at home when i reached home. Changi General Hospital was the nearest hospital from Sengkang, and she was lying on one of the bed in the A&E department when i reached dere around 11pm. stayed in the hospital till ard 2am before we got home, while dad stayed dere overnight to accompany grandmother. Call from the hospital around 7 plus in the morning, saying that grandma's situation was dangerous.. we knew we got to be prepared and she left us, at 9.22am this morning. I miss you, ma ma~ (just like how grandma was called in little nyonya).. Her last sentence to me was, asking me whether I wan to eat fried rice or not.. goodbye my dearest ma ma~ |
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