The Voice inside Me
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posted : Thursday, January 01, 2009
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It's the first day in 2009 today! =)

I believed everyone will be busy counting down with their friends and loved ones in 2009. But I spent this day with my family, dad and mum over at my auntie's house at night.

Plans got messy and communication breakdowns about the meeting up with my group of girls. Thus, ending up not going anywhere but home.

Looking back, 2008 has its happy and bad times for me. First half of 2008 was spent fruitfully, but things got not so nice during the later half of 2008. hahaha.

We had natural disasters like earthquake in China, and they have not been fully recovered till now. Many have lost its families and some child, eventually became an orphan. Economy is going down right nw, hopefully everything turns better in 2009 quickly, so that many do not have to worry about losing their iron bowl, losing the security in supporting its family. and of cos, also those everyday accidents printed on newspapers that costed lives.

I realised friends come and go around me, and I couldnt even hold on to one tight. If you ask me, do I have a best friend? I will say I don't have but I do have great friends who can listen to me at times. Looking at my contact list, I duno which one I can contact when I needed someone to talk to. hahaha.

And..

Yes, I lost my grandma in 2008. But I know she wouldnt want to see my mood going down everyday when I step into her room, looking at her photos.. It's been 3 weeks since she left us, and my sister and I always thought that it was a nightmare that happened, and she's just on a vacation. I'm not sure how long can we continue lying to ourselves.. but it really does makes our heart feels better.

Grandma, I have become more sensible already. I hope you are well in the other part of the world okay? Take good care of yourself. I always told mummy that I want a room for myself when you're staying with us, but right now, I don't want it anymore. I just want you to be healthy over there. From now on, I want to focus on my studies and work, to earn as much as possible, so that mummy don't have to work so hard for the family. I will slog hard no matter how tired it gets, and I won't complain about my tiredness in 2009 again.